Story time!:D
Thursday, August 27, 2009,9:47 PM
my holiday starts now!
yea even though school summer break was in the 2nd week of june, more than 2 months ago, not till 2 days ago did i actually feel like its the holidays. Its quite funny actually, I can't believe i've gone back to edinburgh about less than a week ago for 3-4 days? and i'm actually back here in singapore for the rest of the summer :)

mom's cooking is always the best, the yummiest! :D
(the dark thingys is duck btw, haha)
Resits aren't my thing. I don't believe its anyones thing lol. Not only is it a pain in the ass to go back early for the exams, but dragging the thought of it throughout the time you're at home and supposed to be on holiday really sucks. Everytime I was having fun, somehow or another I'd always find myself worrying about my exams and feeling I should be studying instead. I don't know about the rest of you, but michelle panics oh so much for the exams all the time. That always helps me jumble up what I should have known and make me question whether I even know it at all! Perfect huh? lols. D:
I do wish I was more like my sister in this way, cause she takes things more calmly. Ok, sometimes she is too calm! hahah but honestly, being a smarty pants does help in her case. XD
I love her anyways, she always helps me calm down. Even by just a little, which helps so much, odd huh? :)
I realised the thing that makes me cry most...it is school. haha, school used to make me the happiest person, haha besides the tests and exams of course, but still easier to handle.
Now, stress as you may call it, it adds up with all the cold environment that perhaps is too different from what i'm used to, and KABOOM! I can't take it. haha. may sound dumb, but thats how it is. I'm handling it better now, thanks to my friends, and especially stephanie and my sis all the way in london ^_^ and my family who's always there for me :).
Honestly, i wouldn't know what to do without you guys. GOMAWOYO, LOVE YOU ALL ^_^
I will continue to try as hard as I can, I promise!! :))
I'm so glad, so soso happy and sooo relieved that I've made it to the next year. The paper was harder, and I felt I could answer less, but maybe this time I wrote the right stuff. THANK YOU SO MUCHHH! Honestly, i have no regrets about anything right now. Nopes, don't think I could have done better the first time. There was wayy too much, with 13 exams haha..no way. Nowonder they say 2nd years the toughest. Well every year is tough, but after the 2nd I guess you kinda figure out what you have to do for the other years D:
But theres just one thing, one thing that I wish could have turned out better.
I need a skateboard. HAHA how many times have I been saying this? BUT YES! i will get one and learn how to skate properly. :D:D:D lalalala~
ooh yes! and i am in love love with............

RILAKUMMA!~
haha i love that bear. ok, looks like me in that photo, which is actually from a file, how adorable huh! Quite retarded that bear, haha its just so funny, he makes me laugh so much XD
and oh my goodness! look at this ok, its from my fridge, and i think has been there for quite awhile~~

hahah its a lime!! a dried up and popped open top lime, but its still a lime! and i didn't do anything to it, but cool huh? :D lolol , and no I am not mad. hahah but it is cool isn't it!
and for the last picture of the day~~~

OMG!!! ITS A PUFFERFISH!!! which is not being held by me, but in the future it will be! :P
hahah yes its poisonous, so BEWARE if you'd try to eat it in japan. Fugu (
河豚,フグ). ahahha but it does look so cute in there doesn't it! I think its smilingg!!~
okies I think thats it for my nonsense haha. I shall be back in due time! and yes haha i will get back to talking about my holidays :)
thanks for dropping by, have a nice day!! ^_^
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Its ok, no matter what people say, I'm proud of you for staying strong and continuing on and I'll always be there for you. smile always! wide like this! :D .
xoxo (haha familiar eh? can't wait for the next season xD)